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Ecstacy.. My first trip..

May 12th 2007:
Place: Palolem Beach, Goa

I was looking at the stars and listening to the song “Pussy pussy marijuana”. It didnt make any sense to me but I was in my own world, thinking.. What if…
Earth was a speck in this universe and we are one of its minute creatures, what if there was a bigger world and bigger living beings or even earth being a living being and we were just residing on it like some parasite. Or probably earth was a parasite or a worm in the universe and we were parasites of this worm. Strange thinking, but it made some sense to me in a different way. Everyone wants to make an impression in the minds of people in this world before they depart. But why? There are millions who dream the same and want to do the same, and struggle all their lives trying to do something just for that name which he/she will not even be present to be satisfied of.
I was with group of hippies actually, and I realized how happy they were doing nothing, living by the day. Before i met them I always used to think of future and worry about it like making an impression and stuff like that.I learnt a lot from them, to be happy, content and live by the day. Even if they do not have a penny they will say with so much confidence, “Don’t worry, something will come up”.
8:30 PM, I had popped the pill like some normal medicine. I was normal for quite some time sitting on the beach. Then I felt that my pant was wet, then I realized I was sitting too close to the waves. I was a gymnast when I was like 10 years old. So I was trying to show off my skills to my friends but ended up spraining my shoulder which still hurts. The energy level is very high when you have these kind of drugs. We guys were on the beach from 10 till morning 4 walking the whole beach which was about 3km stretch. I think we had walked more that 10KM that night apart from dancing and other crazy stunts I was pulling.
The whole night I was chewing a gum and I was chewing it so hard that for next two days my jaws were paining. I was talking non stop, screaming on top of my voice and I also remember someone telling to me shut up. It was one crazy night and I loved it for all the fun and experience.


January 4, 2010 Posted by | Cannibis Sativa... | Leave a comment

Corner House!

You all must be knowing that smoking cannabis makes you hungry. So me and my friend after smoking up about two american style joints usually used to have ice cream at Corner House. And the best ice cream you get there is “Death by chocolate”. I was pretty smashed but I did not realize it while entering the ice cream parlor. So we were inside and I was trying to figure out what to order from a display board. But I was not able to read it, I tried very hard to read them but all in vain. So I went close to it, but still could not figure it out. Then my friend shouted asking me what I wanted, I said “I don’t know”.  Then he looked at me starring at a big mirror and everyone in the store was looking at me. He came to me slowly and took me to the display board. For all that time I was looking at the reflection of that board. I think by then everyone there had figured out that we were doped. We took the ice cream and ran from that place and didn’tvisit it for more than a month.

December 26, 2009 Posted by | Cannibis Sativa... | Leave a comment


I was a teetotaler till the age of 20. I used to give advice to people about alcohol and drugs. I used to always wonder “Why do they drink?”. You must be wondering how I have changed since then. Well I have almost every prescription drug and of course hashish and alcohol. I started when I was deeply hurt by my girlfriend at that time. Everyone used to say drinking will reduce the pain, so I drank my father’s Bagpiper whiskey which was kept in my room. I drank it neat and ended up puking for next 12 hours. That was the beginning.  You just need a beginning I guess, after that I started drinking socially until a friend introduced me to Ganja. I still don’t smoke but I smoke up ;). Then after a year or two got introduced to cocaine, LSD, ecstasy and many enlightening drugs.

This was my beginning.. The further post will be all the fun part when I did all these..

Innocence to everything else..

December 26, 2009 Posted by | Cannibis Sativa... | Leave a comment